Thursday, April 14, 2011

A birthday message. . . .

This was a birthday message to a very dear friend. I had an amazing time. Hope he did too:):)
So here goes......

You are truly one of the most special people to me,
Here’s a shoutout from me that is not so cheeky

You always have a different way of looking at things,
A lighter take on everything – including my obsession with rings

Every time we meet, I end up reaching a little too soon
But you make up by coming with me for movies like New Moon!

You’ve influenced my music and taken me away from those Silly Love Songs;
But don’t forget, we still have to do our Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-hol

One thing I don’t get is your addiction to Counter Strike
Of all the really awesome sports, THAT is what you choose to like?

When I was stuck in the biggest whirlpool of my life
It was you, Bhaav, who taught me how to strive

No matter what happens, remember, I am here to stay
Even though the way you play with your hair is so gay!
May you have not just a really awesome day,
But a lifetime of happiness strewn along your way

Once again, wish you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!




Sunday, April 3, 2011

The Monster

What I should do, what I should not,
The thoughts are tethering my brain into a knot

What I should say, think, do, mind
Maybe a little change will help me find

So I leave, despite the pouring rain
I walk upright, showing others no sign of strain

But solitude fills a different scare inside me
My instincts tell me that someone is following me

My pace quickens; I start gasping for breath
Losing my way didn’t matter; my mind was focussed on the threat

Too tired to run anymore, I look ahead
And exclaim, for I have reached a dead end.

Through the faint street light, I see the monster approaching behind
I scream and turn around; on meeting my end so soon I wasn’t quite inclined.

But there was nobody there; I then had an epiphany
I realised where my “monster” was - the inside of me.


-Heena Purohit


I wrote this poem just a few minutes back, and came up with it while listening to Lady Gaga’s Monster (although it has no correlation with my poem, apart from the title of course). I have realised that there is always someone/something holding me back. I want to do so much more. I know I deserve and am capable of doing all of it. There is a lot more to me than meets the eye. However, there is always something that comes in my way. And more times than few, that person is me.

There’s always a ‘what if’ or a ‘but’ that pops up every time I think of doing something. So the “monster” is inside of me, and not someplace else. And from now on, I shall choose to ignore it and endure my march ahead